4.02.2010

I am not the only one

Why live a real life
I just want to run away
I just want to sleep forever


Listening to Nirvana, as always when I want my bad thoughts to blow up, to dissolve, to fall apart; and I lie on the floor and completely open myself to the music and I let it wash all through me because it is beautiful. Beautiful, painful, painful, painful. I am not the only one, I am not the only one, I am not the only one.

Photo from here

p.s. This has been opened again.

34 comments:

  1. Nirvana is beautiful and painful.

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  2. Aw yay for April babies,
    mine isn't till the 28th, you? x

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  3. Such a stunning image! This post is exactly how I have been feeling...
    Love your blog...xx

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  4. Amazing photo and really good post!

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  5. that photo with the late model Daul Kim is just perfect in mood for this post.
    big kiss and hug
    xx
    marian.

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  6. one of the greatest bands EVER


    ps, got a giveaway going on over at my blog :)

    myglitteringcreation.blogspot.com

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  7. wishing you happier thoughts! (hugs)
    ps. what is it with this effing spring that the happy mood just seems to take forever to arrive?!? xoxo

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  8. Nirvana. Örök kedvenc a kedvenceim között is. ' It is better to burn out than to fade away.'

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  9. 777777777777777777777777777
    I had a thought for you when i was in the Music Shop today ! Cause i bought...I bought....MADONNA's Sticky&Sweet Tour...A very very delicious Candy !

    Your last pic is so beautiful tooo !
    (I don't know yet Nirvana's sound )


    And as ever, one thousand thanks for your Royal Presence !


    Kiss-kiss !
    77777777777777777777777777

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  10. love the outfit it's really amazing keep up the good work

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  11. Depressing music is so cathartic. I swear by Radiohead :-)

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  12. Nem szoktam Nirvana-t hallgatni, de a kép és a hangulata nagyon tetszik.
    Kellemes húsvétot és sok tojást!:)
    puszi
    Festy

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    Super Susan !
    Why do my charming little finger is telling me you 'll enjoy my last outfit ?...
    ( hé hé hé ...)

    Happy happy Easter to you ,
    Kisses,

    Jean-Pierre MATTEI
    77777777777777777777777777

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  14. There's something implicitly beautiful about this post. I somehow can feel the depth of the feeling. Sometimes I wish I could just run away too. How easy it would be :p But easy is not always right. No matter how hard it is, let's just stay here in reality, and do what's right.
    *Hugs* :) Happy easter sweetheart...

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  15. That is just so beautiful and inspiring!

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  16. Niravana was soo good!! Hope you have a sweet Easter dear S.!!! Sometimes in the moment of deep pain we get our biggest lessons...so there is still something good in it!

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  17. Gosh, I haven't listened to Nirvana in so long. Love that image too.

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  18. Nice! Beautiful photo! Hope your having a nice weekend!

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  19. I hope you're doing ok sweets!

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  20. beautiful pic, remids me a picture from spanish painter Zurbaran in b&W...

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  21. Beautiful and lovely post, dear Susan.
    Listening to Nirvana is bittersweet.
    I hope that you are doing okay dear one and enjoying some time off, over Easter.

    Sending Hugs
    Carolyn

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  22. You are definitely not the only one my dearest Susan...

    Thinking of you and hope you're having a nice Easter break...

    Much love: Evi

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  23. No my beauty, you are not the only one!
    so raw, so pure, so beautiful!!

    Smooches,
    Sassy Chica

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  24. No you're not the only one! Nirvana, something the buddhists seek...I loved the band and the beauty in their painful lyrics.

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